How to get a straight guy to understand common gay/sexual/relationship terms… use bacon!
During sex she said “deeper” so I rolled over and started reading her poetry
ps. for everyone who says I’m so lucky to be an only child, fuck you. I never had a choice.
I went into hiding again, partly of my own accord but mostly because life. bouts of depression and panic worthy anxiety on top of extra shifts and an odd relationship can kind of do that to a person. I’m 20 years old and I literally forget that I’m only 20, that I’m still so young because I feel so old and jaded and that scares the shit out of me. I’ve basically turned into the mother and other sole provider of my house besides my dad. I plan the grocery budget, I help my mother get dressed daily, I make sure food is on the table at a certain time, making sure I get extra shifts or even a couple doubles in one week just to make my check stretch a little more. Me and E went on a break for two months and we’ve reconciled. He drives me nuts because he’s just like me and in almost the same circumstances and he still handles everything with grace whereas I turn into a nervous wreck the moment I forget to even turn the oven off. He’s still not my boyfriend and I still don’t give a shit, at least he’s still there. We’ve agreed though that for right now we’re alright just being us, we’ll be a couple later, when it’s right. I feel like I’ve burned bridges lately with certain people for reasons unknown, like seriously tell me to fuck off or something if I annoy you instead of one wording everything and not communicating back. I’ve really been wanting to visit a museum lately, maybe I can get E to take me to one. Is it possible to be tired of being yourself? because that’s how I feel lately. I don’t feel like the strong responsible and patient young woman adults keep telling me I am lately. I feel weak and weepy and selfish. I guess this is what they mean though when they say growing up is a trap because it is. It’s one big soul sucking trap.
why are girls so cute like god damn curves and boobs and those legs and their hair and their skin and their voices and just like hot damn girls in thigh highs and maid outfits and oversized sweaters and messy hair and piercings and dresses
I read this, and then I look in the mirror and think ; I am obviously not one of those
do you identify as a girl
THEN YES YOU ARE APART OF THE CUTE PARADE
I love every bit of this.
here’s a list of what i’d like to do with you:
- go on walks while holding hands
- have cute little dates
- have movie nights
- take adorable pictures
- go new places
- try new things
- fall in love
- brutally fuck you
- look at the stars
- do everything i was ever scared to do alone.
yes. every single one. yes.